Мисля за тебе даже без думи

Очи затвори, облегни се върху ми.
Ръце протегни, нека мисли безумни
те водят напреде, защото аз...
Мисля за тебе, даже без думи.

...remain to last

Too many thoughts, I need to leave them.
I need to bury all the past.
Because it's the emotions,
The good ones, and the bad ones even,
That are the ones that should remain to last.

Време разделно

Толкова обич струпана в мен...
Крещяща, бълбукаща, вряща, безсилна.
Държи ме във плен, кипи ураган.
На кой да я дам, къде да я сгуша
обичам се сам...отдавна е вече време разделно.

...or maybe just at least a statement

Can you explain to me this emptiness I feel inside?
Can you just point me to the way of my commitment?
If there's a mission for me, when will I find
the list of things or maybe just at least a statement?

I'll Just Erase This!

How could you ever feel my pain? I'm restless.
The blood is boiling in my veins, and life is tasteless.
My heart is talking to my brain, "Don't waste this!".
My brain is talking back, "I'll go insane! I'll just erase this!".

Keeping it Real

Both burdened and relieved I feel.
Revealed in front of you and peeled
from all the layers of appeal.
I love you sweets, for keeping it real.

Ден за Равносметка

Когато дойде ден за равносметка,
кой ще бъдеш ти?
Господар на твойта клетка,
или пленник окован в твоите собствени мечти.

What's Left?

What's left beyond the questions asked and answered?
There's nothing else, but chance her.

Endless...

Beyond the boundaries of time
lays endless dedication.
It knows no blindness caused by shine.
It's only plain made by the immortality in its foundation.

Relaxed at Last

The broken lines of my commitment,
are done serving our past.
Your time has passed and I am different.
I'm strong and confident, relaxed at last.

The Grosses

Blessed with memory losses.
Cursed with unhealthy prognoses.
Taking life in measured doses.
Looking for wife to share the tosses.

Когато Стига

И въпреки, че въздух ми не стига,
в сърцето ми е огън, който ме вдига!
Аз рядко ти говоря, така че ти кажи ми,
дай ми знак, когато стига!

And yes, love is the answer!

I've searched so many places.
Faces looking at me, "Strange
you are, and not adjacent,
to what the standards are in our days!".

And how do I reply to that?

The standards are away from cases,
that I will research in my life.
But you don't have to face it,
so leave and let me find my ways.

And yes, love is the answer!

A String of Open Doors

A string of open doors,
that I would rather have them closed.
But you, my love,
are you coming out of one of those?

Ако бях...

Ако бях книга, щях да съм "Тютюн".
Ако бях песен, щях да съм "Вървят ли двама".
Ако бях наркотик, щях да съм екстази.
Ако бях сладкиш, щях да съм шоколадово суфле.
Ако бях себе си, щях да съм с теб.

This will not rhyme

Love is not about finding someone to give everything up for you,
but it is about finding someone to give everything up for and have enough left.

Incapability to ...

The seven years have almost past.
It's not who's stronger, but who will last.
This God damned cursed out life...
I'm lonely, misunderstood, not loved,
not hated, but not loved.
I'm homesick for a home I've never had.
I'm missing you, whom I have never known.
Or maybe I am wrong, and I have met you,
And I have let you go...
Due to my incapability to ... know.

What it was...

They say that love will find its way.
Oh well, with us it didn't.
Then it was lust, and not some love that's hidden.

На хиляди места...

На хиляди места те търсих,
че вече нямам думи да го изразя.
Знам, смешно е, дори наивно,
и щом го мислиш, значи аз ще си вървя.

Вдъхновение

След толкова години вече съм студен,
но помня времето когато чувствата вилняха в мен.
В твоя плен до ден днешен в себе си вглъбен.
Грешките направени са вече минало,

чувство изстинало, вече веднъж живота ми сринало.
Ето жаден за ласка,
в годините гасна, в безвремение расна,
не съм там, където любовта ми към теб умъртвена угасна.

Търся те във всяко лице, ти зажадняла и страстна,
да протегнеш ръце и да ме поставиш на място.
Като пътник на гарата търся си влака.
Като скитник в мрака търся мястото си на сляпо.

Вярвам, че и ти си там някъде плахо
ме търсиш и знаеш че аз за тебе съм плакал.
Стоя с цветето там сам и те чакам,
както поетът чака свойто вдъхновение ясно.

Lost and found

It's not a moment for a kiss!
No time to wrap our tongues around!
I've missed you so much miss!
I'm paralyzed, I'm lost, I'm found!

Not like all them other guys...

"You're not like all them other guys."
She smiled, relaxed her eyes and waved good bye.
It was her fate and time...to go.
And so was mine...

And so were you!

And if you're happy now,
then I was never meant for you.
And I was at the wrong place,
following your own mistakes,
and so were you!

Замълчи!

Чул съм всички твои отговори, прост човеко!
Замълчи!
Когато питам чакам отговор от боговете,
а не искам твоите измислени лъжи!

Кажи ми?

Къде греша, кажи ми?
Аз чакам отговор от теб.
Защо ги пиша тези рими?
Защо редя живота си в куплет?

I hope it ends...soon

Understood, but hated.
Misunderstood and loved.
That is my curse
and that is not
what I am dreaming of.

...that's me

In love with all that are not so in love with me.
And fascinated by the things that I will never be.
...that's me.

A Fact!

And when the night comes,
and I take off all my clothes,
I'm naked and I'm left with all my faults.

Starting over!

All the melancholic things that I have seen,
they all describe it.
It was a scene that's filled with energy,
it's still inside me.
Passion mixed with carelessness.
Such a contradiction,
but it's the same all over.
We all are looking for more in the less,
that's useless. Starting over!

Lost

How close and yet so distant,
I can't believe it.
How life changes in an instant
and you lose it,
just as fast as you've received it.

You are all...but better

You are all the people that I have liked...but better.
You are all the women that I have loved...but better.
You are all the men that I have respected...but better.
You are all the dreams that I have neglected...but better.

Oh my GOD

I met you, oh my GOD I met you!
Yes, I believed, but now I know!
And now all that inspires me
is back where it once belonged.

Два бързи въпроса за живота

Защо ли той е толкова игрив,
че дава ми аванс,
а после ми го взима без мотив?
Или пък аз съм крив,
че не когато и където трябва те открих?

The missing jewel

I have been up and down,
and lost and found,
and in and out of town.
In other words,
I've been around.
And yet I haven't found,
the missing jewel in my crown.
The only thing that I had found,
was the life of someone else,
and not my own.
Forgive me, love, but I must go.

At the verge of desperation

When you are at the verge of desperation,
it's OK to stop and let it go.
It's only through that realization,
the way to progress flows.

A side of love

You love me?
Then let me make my own mistakes.
You love me?
Then love me even after them.
You love me?
Then you will do whatever it takes.
To let me learn and find again,
my own, and not your ways.

Момент на емоция

Пиша го, не знам защо.
Не знам къде отива и при кого.
Но знам, че всичко е едно.
И емоцията в моето същество,
е вече част от цялото.

Харесва ми, не ми харесва на раздяла

Харесва ми мирисът на ръцете ти, който остава по мен.
Харесва ми блясъкът в очите ти, който прониква в мен.
Харесва ми твойта усмивка в началото на всеки мой ден.
Харесва ми как приемаш нещата, които не харесваш в мен.
Харесва ми, че не харесвам всичко в теб
и въпреки това искам да се будиш до мен.

Приготви се, тъмна мисъл...

Не ми харесва, че трябва да спра да бъда от теб вдъхновен.

Chaos

An endless night of constant trials
and only one word sticks, it's chaos!

It started then and it will end
by the time it's time for it to come again.

Между две сърца

По ред причини, кои ясни, кои необясними,
но нашата съдба е пътят ни да се размине.
И привързаността ни, която бе любов в зародиш,
ще отмине, и ние с теб по пътя си ще продължиме.
Недей да ровиш, макар че сигурно ще го направиш.
Недей да спориш, макар че няма как без спор
със себе си да се оправиш.
Ти знаеш най-добре, че тъй както няма как
да си на две места,
така и място за трето няма, между две сърца.

Кога ли...те обичам?

Когато съм празен? - Не.
Когато съм пълен със сила.

Когато те искам? - Не.
Когато с мен си мила.

Когато съм в теб? - Не.
Когато в мен си се впила.

Това е!

Безкрайна лудост, вдъхновена от безверие.
Крайна логика, подкрепяща най-низките ми страсти.
Защо ли пиша го, защо срамувам се от всичко,
което някога ще бъде четено? В срама си,
аз откривам себе си отново и вече не намирам
нещо, което само по себе си да е готово.
Аз съм човек, просто човек, това е!
Всички еднакви сме и всеки сам за себе си го знае.

Enough of You

I'd rather keep it down and stay in love with you,
then try to speak my mind and get lost into you.

I like the way you look at me, and I like watching you.
But hardly do I know what's going on inside you, boo.

Those eyes you have, they really hypnotize me, true.
But I'm confused, I cannot read you and I've had enough of you.

Радостта на единака

Да жертвам всичко в твое име,
не съм готов, не мисля, не.
И не за друго, а защото вярвам,
че всичко ти ще ми дадеш.

И смисъл да се будя рано.
И порив на любов в нощта.
И тихи нотки от пиано.
И мъжество пред вечността.

Спокойствието на живота,
което крие се във всеки дъх.
И радостта на единака,
намерил те на изкачения от него връх.

Не съм от там

Тихо с тътена на вечността
твоята липса ме влудява.
И може би не съм от там,
където разум и душа,
в едно трептят и всеки
получава, онова което иска,
вместо това, което заслужава.

Любов

Ако някой ден изчезна,
значи, че съм я намерил.
Вдъхновяваща, изпълваща,
и движеща любов.

Ако някой ден изчезна,
значи, че съм спрял да търся.
Недостижима, неописуема,
потайнствена любов.

Когато някой ден залезна,
се надявам да съм я намерил
или да не съм спрял да я търся.
Единствена, предвидена за мен любов.

The only way

And if this is the only way,
for us to stay in touch, then hey...
I'm fine with that, it's all OK.
I've dealt with dissappoinments
many times and yet I stayed.
Part of my life, part of your life,
and part of this entire, so called, Play.

One day

Maybe one day, when I'm gone,
you will forget the things
that you think I've done wrong.
And you'll remember
what I've tried to tell you. None,
are the mistakes in our past.
And all is done, that's meant to last.

За последно

Тя каза:
Красиво е по пътя да вървиме двама,
безмълвни, без вина,
но знаем, че това ще е измама,
престорено като в театър.

Той каза:
Да.

Тя каза:
И тъжна аз сама ще продължа...
Дъждът вали.
И знам, че трябва аз да издържа,
очаквам с нетърпение деня.

Той каза:
Да.

Тя каза:
И капките попиват в сухата земя,
а сълзите се стичат.
Усмивката я няма, но уви
животът има правила.

Той каза:
Да.

Тя каза:
И ден ще мине, ще дойде друг,
и слънцето отново ще изгрее.
Сълзи остават в моята душа,
разкъсана ще се съвземе.

Той каза:
Да.

За теб любов

Сълзи се стичат по очите, усетих те, погали ме в съня.
Но този път отново ти не си за мене,
но знам поне, че има те в света.
Аз тук съм, ден след ден в живота,
се гмуркам без задръжки и вина.
Готов съм мисля, аз да те приема,
така че щом решиш, при мен ела.

Есенни чуства

Есента отново идва в златна рокля от листа.
И бавно се намества в моите представи за нормално.
Аз бил съм там, и пак ще бъда, където мислите ме водят,
вдъхновени от проливни дъждове.
За кой ли път във мен, меланхолични чуства бродят?
Къде ли този път съдбата, по своята пътека ще ме отведе?
Не смея да поискам нищо. Не смея да се противя.
Не зная как да го направя.
Като дете прохождащо върху пропукан лед.
Но знам, че аз ще бъда там, където
вселената безкрайна логика плете така,
както изплете тоз куплет.

Nameless, endless, loveless

My thoughts, is where you will find me,
in endless fields of good and bad.
Pursuing every chance inside me,
to find the love I've never had.

A glimpse at the past

I am sorry for the pain I put you through,
I wish it wasn't true.
I am trying to forgive you for the pain you put me through,
I wish you wished it wasn't true.

Selfish

And when the soul runs dry,
there's not much that you can hide.
That's life and its ups and downs,
and its lows and highs.
And all you have to do
is know how, when it's time to fly.

Носталгия

Старите песни вече нямат ефект.
Новите песни просто не звучат добре.
Това е нещо като да пиеш ликьор с много лед.
Сладостта се усеща, но вкусът е отнет.

Inspired by a picture...

Hearts beating, blood pumping.
I’ve heard of a place where these really mean nothing.
It’s high in the skies breathing the clouds .
Under snow and rocks it’s disguised.
Follow the routes to where the soul and the body unite
And together they rise.
Seeking what’s hidden away from the eyes.

The only star

I don't know where you are,
or what you do.
I hope you're doing fine,
because I keep the thought of you.

Inside my heart, inside my mind,
throughout the precious breaths of life.
And when I need to drift away,
I take you with me on the way.

We play, and talk, and count the stars,
that fill the sky, and call them ours.
But only I know that in fact
you are the only star I keep in check.

Вдъхновено от една песен...

Мисъл в мисълта,
ръка в ръка,
дъх в дъха
минава от уста в уста.

Безсънни нощи,
преплетени крака,
но трябва да спра,
трябва да спра.

The reason why

I realized the reason why, I was feeling sick last night.
I was having hard time to accept some facts that intersect
And ruin my, so precious peace of mind.
I do not make you happy.
You do not make me happy.
Someone else might make you happy.
And those would not have caused me such a problem,
If only I had means to show you that I love you.

My motivation

It is the dream,
of where I want to be,
that I keep in my heart,
and not the fact,
that I have reached so far.

The dream of you

The dream of you, my child,
does often shine inside my mind.
We play, we smile, we laugh, we cry,
and teach each other about life.

Definition of Enough

I love to love you, love.
You love to love me, love.
We love the love and that's...Enough

A prayer

And now you ask of me to learn
and live without the love I need.
You should have ended it by killing me
if there's no more love that's left for me.

But yet I live, I breathe.
I dream the day that you and I will meet.
And it is you, my Goddess Love,
in whom I do believe.

A distant love

I saw you in the club last night.
You looked so nice, just right.
But then you let them
put their hands on you.
Every single guy, all over you.
And every single time
it broke my heart in two.
But still, I fell in love with you.

All we're not

I am all you're not.
So if I say you're hot,
that'll mean I'm not.
And why is that?
Why can't we both be hot?
Because, you're all I'm not.

What is it I see

Once you asked, 'What is it you see,
when you look at me?'.

I see all that you wanted me to see.
I see what you once wanted to be.
I see what's left of me.
I see all that inspires me.

The race

There is a race I'd love for you to win.
The race of who is nicer from between,
the two of us I mean.

That niceness that comes from within.
And this is why I'm in...
to teach you how to win.

A mistake

You are not the one I love.
You are not the one for me.
You are just a face,
that I've mistakenly put on my dreams.

Some day, one day

This familiar pain,
running through my every vain,
squeezing every muscle
and so hard to maintain.

Who is it to blame?

It doesn't matter.
It will fade
and make you stronger
on that day.

The tears will turn into rain
and wash the dirt away,
but not today.
Some day, one day.

She said, he said

That's just the way things work, she said.

No,
That's just the way things break, he said.

Why can't you just agree, she said.

Because,
That's just the way things work, he said

Way of living

This cruel life that's flowing in me
is something that I hardly understand.
That is a fact and I can't change it
and therefore I do pretend.

But under this until then
around the same spot I will stand.
Refining my believes to thoughts
that I can fully comprehend.

The problem and one possible solution

I love you, baby.
That's not the problem.
It is the fact that I don't like you.

I think there is a way to solve it.
You go your way,
And I will do just like you.

I wonder

I wonder if you will be there when it's time for me to go.
To hug me like someone who cares.
Like someone who needs my love.
Like someone who doesn't want to let me go.

A wish

I want to find a girl like me.
A girl that's crippled, yet believes.

Някой ден

Някой ден и ти дъното ще опреш.
Някой ден и ти мен ще разбереш.
Някой ден да ме изслушаш ще спреш.
Някой ден ръка за ръката ми ще подадеш.
Някой ден липсващите въпроси ще си зададеш.

Молба

Ако си там и гледаш върху ми,
те моля да не обяснявам моите думи.

Съди ме по делата и простите мисли
и нека времето другото да избистри.

Конфликт

Конфликтът е залегнал дълбоко в мен,
но със скандал не се решава всеки проблем.

Една прекрасна мечта

Ще доживея ли да чуя гласа,
който казва моето име в съня?
Наричам го лъжа и си казвам,
че нещо, което не съществува,
не мога да променя.

Болката вече успявам да притъпя.
Мисълта, че ще бъдеш с друг,
успявам да укротя.
Причините, за които говореше,
се опитвам да разбера.

Но след всичките мисли
витаещи в мойта глава,
в къщи при теб да се прибера,
остава за мен,
една прекрасна мечта.

Въпроси

Познаваш ли ме? Не те ли познавам?
Бързо ли вървиш, или аз изоставам?
Какво ми даваш? Какво ти давам?
Горд ли да бъда или да съжалявам?

Болка

Тъмната страна понякога надделява.
Обидите се изливат като гореща лава.

После ти съжаляваш, аз съжалявам,
ти ми прощаваш, аз ти прощавам.

Но след всяка разправа, едно осъзнавам,
че болката, дълбоко в сърцето остава
и във всеки удобен случай го наранява.

На този ден

Дърва без корени сме, мила моя.
Основа липсва и любов.
И в този ден от все сърце те моля,
да чуеш моя зов.

Обичай без задръжки.
Децата си не бий.
С мъжа си в трудности по мъжки.
А после с обич ги обвий.

Queen and soldier

Days go by and I get older.
Waiting for you to come home,
where I can hold you.

I miss you girl.
Remember what I told you.
You are my queen,
and I am your soldier.

You are not

I tried to sleep last night. I couldn't.
Guess what I was thinking of?
You're done. You're gone.
You are what shouldn't.
You are all that's not called love.

A happy day

The pain you see when you look into my eyes,
is the pain you caused with all your little lies.
And now a happy day is what I define,
a day without you in my mind.

A little seed

This is a little seed I want to give you.
A little seed that you can throw away.
But if you decide to keep it in you,
a beautiful flower can come out of it one day.

It will require care and dedication,
gentle words and dialogue.
It is a little seed in case you,
need a little seed of all my love.

The laws of nature

And if we're meant to be together,
the laws of nature will take care of that.
The sky and seas are being ran by them,
so is the weather.
And none of them is running flat.

I wish

I wish my thoughts would disappear
and I could relive life again.

New set of feelings, new set of tears,
that I would use far wiser then.

Out of margins

So many times I went to bed,
and thought about you, and imagined.

The way we were, the way we met,
and how we'll end up out of margins.

Guiding light

When it's all said and done is when we know the way to go.
And so it happened that we parted ways my love.

With tears in my eyes I know, that this is right.

All the best to you my sweet delight.
My guiding light, I'm yours for life.

My star

Beloved queen to me you are,
my goddess, power and my perfect star.

You predetermine every rule,
in my philosophic world.

Помниш ли?

Помниш ли тъмнината на нощта?
Помниш ли светлините на града?
Помниш ли запотените стъкла?
Помниш ли човека, който си била?
Помниш ли ме? Защото аз помня всичко това.

Love life

Is it over? I don't know.
I love you and I'll let you go.

You really seem like you don't care,
so I'll meet you when you get there.

And if you don't? So be it, life.
We'll move on and call it a night.

To help or not to help

I think you're lost, I just can feel it.
I know you want to make it out.
And if you need help I am here,
but make it clear or I'm out.

One word

Don't ask me how I am because right now you care.
Don't ask me where I've been because you could and weren't there.
There's only one word that I need to hear.
And absolutely nothing else will take us there.

Amor

Another day has gone. I miss you.
Like sailing boat misses the shore.
There are two options in the future.
To sink or be with you, amor.

I love you

I heard it one more time from you, when we were splitting.
It almost sounded memorized.
Like rule that you had kept repeating,
while thinking of those other guys.

You don't know what it means, but still you use it.
You make it sound like you believe.
But please, show mercy, don't abuse it,
because you end up hurting me.

Inspired by love

You are my precious treasure,
and my only inspiration.
By you it is I measure,
the good and bad in my temptation.

You wake me in the morning,
with gentle touch of velvet glove.
I dedicate myself to you.
Inspired by you, inspired by love.

Another general misunderstanding

Stop lying sweetheart, you don't love me.
Why do you want to hurt yourself?
It's true you want me, it's true you need me,
but that is all to change myself.

That is not love, it is conviction,
and if it doesn't work it burns.
And it creates some contradictions,
that make us go around in turns.

Just let her go...

Another day has gone behind me.
I feel the pain is getting low.
And all the memories inside me,
are slowly settling, and letting go.

I hope that one day you will find me,
when you are ready, and you want to know,
why did I let this little thought untie me,
"just let her go, just let her go..."

A general misunderstanding

She asked: "Do you write sometimes?"
He answered: "Yes I do."
She said: "I write when I'm confused."
He said: "I write about love."
She said: "Love! It's so good but then it hurts so much."
He said: "It's not the love that hurts. It's the lack of it."
She said: "You're right."

Пак

Пак съм тук и пак те няма.
Аз пак съм сам, а ти не си.
И нашата любов голяма,
остава в моите мечти.

Да теб...

Безкрайни мигове, очаквам новини от теб.
Миналото е вътре в мен, а бъдещето е напред.
И някой ден аз искам да те срещна пак,
да теб, да теб...

Eternal love

Days go by, and we get older.
I want to meet you once again.
Before I die, I want to hold you.
I want to love you to the end.

Definition of hurt

Hurt again,
and pain,
and restless brain.

Definition of beauty

Beauty has no color nor agenda.
It just makes you feel good and surrender.

A suggestion

Everybody says you're great.
Well I am tired of listening about it.
Let's split and move and get a break.
And then let's meet again without it.

Different

I want you, but different.
You want me, but different.

Without you, I'm different.
Without me, you're different.

Arround you, I'm different.
Arround me, you're different.

I want that, but different.

Now

Now I remember.
Now I think.
Now I know.
You bring the worst out of me,
no matter how hard I try to show you my best.
Forgive me love,
but I want to be good.

I will

The visions in my head are restless,
but I will find peace.
The pain I feel is endless,
but I will find means,
to stop it, and not let it,
take the best of me.

Timeless

Stolen glances from the level of commitment,
endless touches from beyond the boundary of time,
and when the feeling gently passes,
you have left the troubles all behind.

Извадки от дневници

Из дневника на един луд:

...още един ден мина...

Из дневника на една жена:

...остарях с още един ден...

Из дневника на един мъж:

...помъдрях с още един ден...

Из дневника на един луд по една жена мъж:

...обичам я...

Ти си тази

Коя си ти?
Ти си тази, която се чупи, но не се огъва.
Ти си тази, която плаче, но не се моли.
Ти си тази, която се усмихва, но не се смее.

Последно

Последен порив на емоции.
Последен поглед на критик.
И после ще съм кротък,
че много нерви изхабих.

Без мен

Но спри, почакай, аз не одобрявам.
И ако искаш да го правиш, го прави без мен.

Огън и кислород

Любовта си виждам като огън,
изгаря мен и топли теб.
И ако любовта ми беше огън,
то твоята любов щеше да бъде кислород.

All there is to see

I hope I die before I have to live without you.
I hope you die before you try to live without me.
I wish I live and see that you will understand,
that all my thoughts revolve around you.
I wish you live and see, all there is to see.

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